I used to be really close to my mum, we used to be inseparable and she used to be my best friend. But lately, all we do is argue, i cant seem to do anything right by her and she keeps making me feel stupid and whenever i tell her this she completely blows it all out of proportion and then says that that wasn’t what she was saying at all. I know i love her, i would never say i don’t, but there are times where i just dont understand her at all and when she makes me feel like this it makes me cry so hard that i cant breathe afterwards.
She’s always pushed me to make something of myself, not to become “working class” and make sure that i always try my hardest and do the things that i want to do. Well ever since year 7 she had this idea that i would become a lawyer and then earn lots of money and be happy. LIFE ISNT FUCKING ABOUT MONEY!!! Its too short for all that nonsense. Don’t get me wrong, i wanted to be a lawyer too, but come on! i was in year 7 i had no idea what my life would turn out like, how i would feel and how my personality would change. I think i that i would make a great lawyer, i just don’t think that it would suit my personality.
Then i thought, TV PRESENTER!! they’re loud, independent and they have really great personalities. I would absolutely rock at becoming a TV presenter, but of course as soon as i told my mum all this she hated it, and now she is constantly bringing me down and saying that i should quit school and get a job and do something productive. Why does she have to take control of my life when she said that she never would?! why is she constantly contradicting herself when i say something that disagrees with her?! WHY DOES SHE ALWAYS HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE SHIT?!!!
